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[Feb 02 2010 / 12:10am] |
BEST. GIF. EVER.
i wrote an acrostic poem - about weed, because i'm 13!
went the strings of my heart
elevate teeth and tongue
eating into my lungs
die to the beat of the dark
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[Jan 31 2010 / 3:23pm] |
i am two and a half weeks into this semster. i'm over it. honestly, five minutes into it i was like LET'S GO.
my technical writing class is fail. i though it would be interesting and i would learn how to write objective reports, memos, newsletters, etc. for the osrc and wherever i work in the future. instead of teaching us how to write in any professional situation, all of our assignments are supposed to be incorporate into a final 10-15 page report over our major. EXCEPT I DON'T HAVE A MAJOR. i have no idea how to pick a research project to do an epic report over. it is a 3000 level course but i assumed it would be fine to take it is a sophmore. i would not have signed up for it if i had known this is what it would be like, but if i drop it, i will only be taking 10 hours and i can't add a class.
it is so fucking stressful. i have no idea what is going on. for our first assignment, i am supposed to find an article about my major and write a summary. all of our assignments are going to be incorporated into this major report. i can't even do the first assignment until i pick a topic. i think we are having a workshop tomorrow, but i'm not sure, because school was cancelled friday and the professor is so vauge about EVERYTHING.
i HATE having giant reports hanging over my head all semester because i feel like i will be stressed the hell out for the next three months. i am so fucking upset that this class is retarded. i am so overwhelmed by it. i have to meet with this stupid prick to figure out what the hell is going on because he doesn't explain anything. HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE.
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| new year resolutions. |
[Jan 04 2010 / 9:09pm] |
i am actually very pleased with my resolutions from last year. i am more confident, comforable with m yself, i am a lot more trusting, and have let go a of a lot of things from the past.
1. start volunteering.
2. be more creative with fashion.
3. complete my wreck this journal and keep a corresponding journal with poetry, stories, and general epic thoughts my creative destruction inspires.
4. get a piercing/tattoo.
5. WRITE MOAR.
6. read a new book every month.
i had more bu i am sort of tipsy now and i do not remember them. so i should add drink more alcohol to the list.
what are yours? ♥
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| i do not get aqua teen hunger force at fucking all. |
[Nov 17 2009 / 11:48pm] |
sometimes i just get sad and it pisses me off.
i love my friends but it seems that they are all discontent and upset. i cannot tell them, hey, can you please lay your angst on someone else because i am off my meds since they make me throw up and i cannot deal with your depression and mine at the same time? i have no idea what to say to these people. sorry you do not like your lives? i love mine but my brainz chemistry will not allow me to enjoy it.
have a doctor's appointment on friday and must talk to him about how sick i have been getting. the only thing i am worried about is if he will be able to find another medicine that i can get for $8 a perscription. ugh. i just want a medicine that does not make me feel so sick but will still make me happy.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND BAH-HUMBUG.
ps. i wish i was a vulcan. half-vulcan at least, like spock. then i would be better at supressing shit. i understand that logically i am trying to have a positive attitude and do what is best for me and i try very hard to keep my emotions in check, but it is so difficult with this disease and i get overwhelmed. i am mentally exhausted and it is so hard to explain. only devin really understands and he is so sympathetic and nice to me when i lose control of my emotions.
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| purrsuasion. |
[Nov 16 2009 / 10:05pm] |
my persuasive speech is due next monday. i do not know what to do it over. i want something that the different people in class will actually find interesting, that i will have fun doing and really believe in, and that i will not have to kill myself doing research on because i am teh lazy.
possible topics:
legalization of gay marriage.
legalization of marijuana.
why star trek is better than star wars.
why people should join a martial arts.
why everyone should have a pet.
i need more ideas or to make a decision. i was orginally going to do the legalization of marijuana (cherokee county could save so much/pull themselves out from below the poverty line!) but another kid may do something about not doing drugs because his friend just overdosed and i do not want to be the cunt who says thumbs up drugs when this kid lays down some actual shit. he actually seems really nice and ugh, i would feel like that one episode of top model when the girls friend dies and the next day they do a photo shoot in an 8 ft grave.
other news: i have to take murderfae to the vet on friday to get a steroid shot. he hurt his back and won't be able to climb on stuff for a few weeks. the poor dear! =(
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| PIERCE THIS. |
[Nov 11 2009 / 9:43pm] |
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today, i learned my informative speech is due on friday at 9 am.
needless to say, BIG FUCK FREAKOUT AHHHH.
luckily, it is come together pretty quickly. i am doing it on the evolution of piercings in our society. i need five sources. i already have one. i need some quotes about WHY people get piercings in our age. so, if you have piercings - ears, nose, any kind, or if you have any other sort of body mod like if you have stretched piercings - PLEASE give me a quote i could use. you will live on forever in my bibliography and be mentioned in my speech. it's like you will be FAMOUS.
THANKS YOUS.
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