| i do not get aqua teen hunger force at fucking all. |
[Nov 17 2009 / 11:48pm] |
sometimes i just get sad and it pisses me off.
i love my friends but it seems that they are all discontent and upset. i cannot tell them, hey, can you please lay your angst on someone else because i am off my meds since they make me throw up and i cannot deal with your depression and mine at the same time? i have no idea what to say to these people. sorry you do not like your lives? i love mine but my brainz chemistry will not allow me to enjoy it.
have a doctor's appointment on friday and must talk to him about how sick i have been getting. the only thing i am worried about is if he will be able to find another medicine that i can get for $8 a perscription. ugh. i just want a medicine that does not make me feel so sick but will still make me happy.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND BAH-HUMBUG.
ps. i wish i was a vulcan. half-vulcan at least, like spock. then i would be better at supressing shit. i understand that logically i am trying to have a positive attitude and do what is best for me and i try very hard to keep my emotions in check, but it is so difficult with this disease and i get overwhelmed. i am mentally exhausted and it is so hard to explain. only devin really understands and he is so sympathetic and nice to me when i lose control of my emotions.
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| purrsuasion. |
[Nov 16 2009 / 10:05pm] |
my persuasive speech is due next monday. i do not know what to do it over. i want something that the different people in class will actually find interesting, that i will have fun doing and really believe in, and that i will not have to kill myself doing research on because i am teh lazy.
possible topics:
legalization of gay marriage.
legalization of marijuana.
why star trek is better than star wars.
why people should join a martial arts.
why everyone should have a pet.
i need more ideas or to make a decision. i was orginally going to do the legalization of marijuana (cherokee county could save so much/pull themselves out from below the poverty line!) but another kid may do something about not doing drugs because his friend just overdosed and i do not want to be the cunt who says thumbs up drugs when this kid lays down some actual shit. he actually seems really nice and ugh, i would feel like that one episode of top model when the girls friend dies and the next day they do a photo shoot in an 8 ft grave.
other news: i have to take murderfae to the vet on friday to get a steroid shot. he hurt his back and won't be able to climb on stuff for a few weeks. the poor dear! =(
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[Nov 11 2009 / 9:43pm] |
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today, i learned my informative speech is due on friday at 9 am.
needless to say, BIG FUCK FREAKOUT AHHHH.
luckily, it is come together pretty quickly. i am doing it on the evolution of piercings in our society. i need five sources. i already have one. i need some quotes about WHY people get piercings in our age. so, if you have piercings - ears, nose, any kind, or if you have any other sort of body mod like if you have stretched piercings - PLEASE give me a quote i could use. you will live on forever in my bibliography and be mentioned in my speech. it's like you will be FAMOUS.
THANKS YOUS.
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| AH BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. |
[Mar 22 2009 / 5:23pm] |
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HAI GUIZ.
i got my hurr did on friday. we used a color stripper but my hair is awesome and turned a pretty red instead of orange. lulz. i am going again on tuesday. i am going to get highlights, i think.
wednesday i had a formal dinner party and yesterday i had a sweet goth/twilight party. the parties were fun, but twilight killed my brain. edward cullen fucking sparkled, literally, and it was the gayest thing i have ever seen. why does everyone go ape shit for that series again?
( this is a pozer cut )
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| people on tv are stupid. |
[Dec 02 2008 / 6:28pm] |
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i think, perhaps, i am going to contract a heart disease and die simply because i can not deal with my epic levels of stress. i have to finish my history book report, study for a history discussion and the final, study for my psychology final, do health homework and the final, and do algebra homework. plus, i have to start training more and running to get ready for the grinder, which is this epic 6 hour long kuk sool won test that was designed to make the black belt test easy. the only thing i have to do to pass it is not quit or pass out, which is apparently no easier thought than done.
i have a billion and one things to do. oddly enough, i am actually motivated to complete them. i want to study and train and seriously, what the fuck. i do not do things.
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